It Was Always There

by Efi Sussman

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released November 1, 2013

All songs written and composed by Efrat (Efi) Sussman
The album was recorded, mixed and mastered at Senseless Studio, Berlin 2013

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Efi Sussman Berlin, Germany

Efi Sussman is an Israel born singer song writer which in the past 13 years been traveling the world.

Much like her way of living, her music is layered and unique.
As a self taught musician she investigates harmonies and uncommon chord progression that stimulates the listener's ear.
Never the less she manage to tie it all together and shade light on the simplicity and accessibility of the piece.
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Track Name: Be The Best
Be the best you can and see where it all ends
Watch the stars that shine and see where it all ends
Cannot expect from them, believe in what you can’t
I know that I believe, in you my dear best friend

Hold on don’t let it slip out of your sweet sweet hands
Spend some time alone, don’t be afraid of that

Learn I know you will, some things you must except
Deep in your eyes I see the love and tenderness

Hold on don’t give up
Ho no
Be strong you must have faith
I know it’s dark now
Ho no
Just be the best you can
Just be the best you can
Just be the best you can
Track Name: It Was Always There
Heard it I was so small, didn’t know I will fall
I can’t even explain, what it does to my brain

It was always there to calm me down
It can always make me smile
Sweet vibrations that is all it is
When a note makes a sound

Music deep in my soul
Will you join, will you fall
I can easily tell
That you did, that you’ve already fell

It was always there to calm you down
It can always make you smile
Sweet vibrations that is all it is when a note make a sound……
Ahhh……..


It was always there to calm me down
It can always make me smile
Sweet vibrations that is all it is when a note makes a sound…


Do a deer, a female deer
Ray a drop of golden sun
Me a name I call myself
Far a long long way to run…..

It was always there to calm you down
It can always make you smile
Sweet vibrations that is all it is when a note make a sound…..
Track Name: 2 Wholes
Wondering why late at night
I feel the things you wouldn’t understand
Tell me why you and I
Two wholes make one still we are not the same

It’s been a while since I’ve been listening to my needs
And now it’s time to be my self can you feel me

Just remember that where you go
I’ll stand by you
You are not alone
We are whole but two

In my dreams, which I see
Can’t understand you come and disappear
Where am I? Am I here?
The dream fades out
You are lying next to me

It’s been a while since I’ve been listening to my needs
And now it’s time to be my self can you feel me

Just remember that where you go
I’ll stand by you
You are not alone
We are whole but two…
Hey…Hey….
Just remember that where you go
I’ll stand by you
You are not alone
We are whole but two

Wondering why late at night
I feel the things you wouldn’t understand….
Track Name: Reality
בתוך ים של אנשים
התהלכתי לבדי
וניסיתי להבין
אם זה הם או זו אני

נשימה עוד נשימה

וצעקתי בקול רם
אך קולי שתק, נדם
בתוך ים של אנשים
מה קרה לבן אדם

דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר
וכל תחושה אם נעימה או מכאיבה
תחלוף, לא תישאר

נשימה עוד נשימה

כמהירות המחשבה
בקלות ניתן ליפול
ועצמנו לא נדע
מה חשוב
ומה לשאול

כשהבנתי זאת מיד התברכתי בתחושה
שאני, אתה והם רק צריכים קצת אהבה

דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר
וכל תחושה אם נעימה או מכאיבה
תחלוף, לא תישאר

נשימה עוד נשימה

בתוך ים של אנשים
בתוך ים של אנשים

דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר
וכל תחושה אם נעימה או מכאיבה
תחלוף, לא תישאר
לא תישאר, לא תישאר, לא תישאר….

דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר
Track Name: Puni & Gushi
We all preach that we’re looking
But hardly ever find
No logic involved
Let’s open our hearts

How can we say it’s o.k
This basic need inside
We all need to love and be loved

When you touch, you smile
You show me who I am
I’m growing it’s love and I feel free

When you touch, you smile
You show me who I am
I’m growing it’s love and I feel free

This Time I’ll ask no questions
And listen to my heart
How can I deny
It tickles, it burns

I know I’ll never get it
But I don’t want to try
The body he knows, yes he knows

When you touch, you smile
You show me who I am
I’m growing it’s love and I feel free

When you touch, you smile
You show me who I am
I’m growing it’s love and I feel free

The time is right now
I just want to feel the moment
With every breath that I’m taking
I know you feel this way too

When you touch, you smile
You show me who I am
I’m growing it’s love and I feel free
You show me who I am
I’m growing it’s love and I feel free
Track Name: Alex
Slowly evolves a thought that I am wasting time
Energy spent on wars I don’t believe are mine
You crave attention like a child who’s premature
You fail to see that with you I don’t feel secure

I cannot ignore what I’ve discovered in my self
Blossoming flower I believe
That we are special souls
But you can’t see a thing beyond
Yourself

Giving you time and space to learn to love yourself
But all you do is taking everything I have
I’m not your mama, not your shrink and not a bag
Who you can punch, and rip whenever you feel bad

I cannot ignore what I’ve discovered in my self
Blossoming flower I believe
That we are special souls
But you can’t see a thing beyond
Yourself

I cannot ignore what I’ve discovered in my self
Blossoming flower I believe
That we are special souls
But you can’t see a thing beyond
Yourself
Track Name: Pointless Song
It’s a pointless song
I’m gonna sing it to you now
No hidden secret meaning
Exactly as it sounds

It starts with no beginning
I don’t know where’s the end
Just looking for a reason
To sing this song again

But my love I love you so
Just hold me tight don’t let me go
Guess sometimes I need a rest
Relaxation is the best

It’s a pointless song
And I don’t really care
One more excuse for me to sing
There is nothing you can’t bear

I know you all just love me
And that’s what really counts
Let’s all get through it together
My pointless song is coming out

But my love I love you so
Just hold me tight don’t let me go
Guess sometimes I need a rest
Relaxation is the best

But my love I love you so
Just hold me tight don’t let me go
Guess sometimes I need a rest
Relaxation is the best
Track Name: Child
When I was a child I couldn’t wait
To grow up fast, to stay up late
To see what the world will bring
To see what the world will bring

Today when I look upon the sky
I tremble and I don’t know why
I seek what I once could feel
I’m scared cause it’s all so real

When I look deep in your eyes
It starts…

How can I start all over again
Like a child, no fears holding me back
Fly up high
Stick to choices I make
Guess that I
Have to face me know

To see what the world will bring
To see what the world will bring
To see what the world
Will bring
Track Name: Star
All my life I’ve tried
To realize how come
People telling lies
Can’t we just accept
Who we are
Stay true to our selves

How hard is it just
To show your inside feel
And let it be
Not to be scared
Just open your hearts
It’s where we should start

Get your own perspective
Of who you really are
Search and dig inside you
Free your inner star

Don’t you know
How easy is to be the one your heart desires
Sing along
Sing your song

Get your own perspective
Of who you really are
Search and dig inside you
Free your inner star

Let the waves crash at your feet
Stand alone, dance with the wind

Get perspective
Of who you really are
Of who you really are

Get your own perspective
And free your inner star
And free your inner star

Get your own perspective
Of who you really are
Search and dig inside you
Free your inner
Star
Track Name: Follow
If I shall fall beside
Try to decide

If I shall follow when you’re gone
As I’ll be waiting for to follow
Living claiming for the day
Driving my heart and faith to say…
Driving my heart and faith to say…

Who I am

If I’ll fade insane
Crying out your name

If I shall follow when you’re gone
As I’ll be waiting for to follow
Living claiming for the day
Driving my heart and faith to say….
Driving my heart and faith to say…

Who I am….


If I shall follow when you’re gone
As I’ll be waiting for to follow
Living claiming for the day
Driving my heart and faith to say
Driving my heart and faith to say…
Who I am….
Track Name: Man
He who saw
All around but himself
Weird and bright
Deep inside he was sad
Can you hear in his heart
A song
Why must I end up so
Alone

Hang on tight and
Don’t surrender
Let it go it takes time
What makes you different
Is your virtue
Don’t try to fake it don’t hide

Covered up with walls
To defend his broken heart
Ego that explodes
Just to prove that he belongs
Can’t you understand
It just drives them back
Try to be yourself
And come out from the dark

Hang on tight and
Don’t surrender
Let it go it takes time
What makes you different
Is your virtue
Don’t try to fake it don’t hide

Can’t you understand
It just drives them back
Try to be yourself
And come out of the dark

Hang on tight and
Don’t surrender
Let it go it takes time
What makes you different
Is your virtue
Don’t try to fake it don’t hide
Don’t hide
Track Name: Al Tagid Li
יש רגעים שבהם צריך לדעת
לסתום את הפה
אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי
שקשה

יש רגעים שבהם מרגישה שיש בי הרבה
אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד
לסתום את הפה

אוווו….יה…יה…יה…אוווההה….

יש לי חולשה לכח ושליטה
אולי, אולי תנסה
אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד, אל תגיד
שלא גם לך

אם אני איתך או אם אתה איתי
אז מה זה משנה
אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד
לסתום את הפה

אוווו….יה…יה…יה…אוווההה….

יש רגעים שבהם אני רוצה
להיות כנה עם עצמי
אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד, אל תגיד
זה לא אמיתי

נשים ממורמרות בכל העולם
זה כל כך פאסה
אז אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד
לסתום את הפה

אוווו….יה…יה…יה…אוווההה….
Track Name: Way Of Living
She walked away
All she achieved was left behind
She followed her heart
And started a new beginning

She has a way
She has a way of living
She found a way
She found a way of living
Living…living…living…

He couldn’t jump
He was too scared to even dare
Standing, freezing, looking up

One little jump
Try to imagine that you can
Will make such a difference in his life
But his mind could not accept
That life can change
He will stay, where he is
And try to be just o.k

He has a way
He has a way of living
He found his way
His special way of living
Living…living…living…

It’s a choice that anyone can make alone
Just believe that it’s possible
To live the way that you want

Go find your way
Go find your way of living
You have your way
Your special way of living

Go find your way
Go find your way of living
You have your way
Your special way of living

Different souls don’t work the same
She will fly and he will stay
That’s a part of who we are
Some ahead and some are far

Different souls don’t work the same
She will fly and he will stay
That’s a part of who we are
Some ahead and some are far
Track Name: Simple (Live at Senseless Studio)
Smoothing bright sunshine
Blends with blue sky
Green grass is stroking
My back when I lie

Then a drop falls
On my nose
Feel the wind blows
Feel in blows

Dancing clouds gathering up for a ride
Cristal blue sky start to change into white
And my heart melts into the storm
Feels cold outside
Inside warm

Learn from all that’s around
Like trees we will grow
Hear each breath, every sound
Where ever you go
Close your eyes, realize
How simple it is
Just surrender and flow
It’s right here

Smoothing bright sunshine
Blends with blue sky
Green grass is stroking
My back when I lie
Breathing deeply, I feel whole
Diving, sinking into my soul

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