It Was Always There

by Efi Sussman

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1.
Be The Best 03:18
Be the best you can and see where it all ends Watch the stars that shine and see where it all ends Cannot expect from them, believe in what you can’t I know that I believe, in you my dear best friend Hold on don’t let it slip out of your sweet sweet hands Spend some time alone, don’t be afraid of that Learn I know you will, some things you must except Deep in your eyes I see the love and tenderness Hold on don’t give up Ho no Be strong you must have faith I know it’s dark now Ho no Just be the best you can Just be the best you can Just be the best you can
2.
Heard it I was so small, didn’t know I will fall I can’t even explain, what it does to my brain It was always there to calm me down It can always make me smile Sweet vibrations that is all it is When a note makes a sound Music deep in my soul Will you join, will you fall I can easily tell That you did, that you’ve already fell It was always there to calm you down It can always make you smile Sweet vibrations that is all it is when a note make a sound…… Ahhh…….. It was always there to calm me down It can always make me smile Sweet vibrations that is all it is when a note makes a sound… Do a deer, a female deer Ray a drop of golden sun Me a name I call myself Far a long long way to run….. It was always there to calm you down It can always make you smile Sweet vibrations that is all it is when a note make a sound…..
3.
2 Wholes 03:17
Wondering why late at night I feel the things you wouldn’t understand Tell me why you and I Two wholes make one still we are not the same It’s been a while since I’ve been listening to my needs And now it’s time to be my self can you feel me Just remember that where you go I’ll stand by you You are not alone We are whole but two In my dreams, which I see Can’t understand you come and disappear Where am I? Am I here? The dream fades out You are lying next to me It’s been a while since I’ve been listening to my needs And now it’s time to be my self can you feel me Just remember that where you go I’ll stand by you You are not alone We are whole but two… Hey…Hey…. Just remember that where you go I’ll stand by you You are not alone We are whole but two Wondering why late at night I feel the things you wouldn’t understand….
4.
Reality 05:01
בתוך ים של אנשים התהלכתי לבדי וניסיתי להבין אם זה הם או זו אני נשימה עוד נשימה וצעקתי בקול רם אך קולי שתק, נדם בתוך ים של אנשים מה קרה לבן אדם דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר וכל תחושה אם נעימה או מכאיבה תחלוף, לא תישאר נשימה עוד נשימה כמהירות המחשבה בקלות ניתן ליפול ועצמנו לא נדע מה חשוב ומה לשאול כשהבנתי זאת מיד התברכתי בתחושה שאני, אתה והם רק צריכים קצת אהבה דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר וכל תחושה אם נעימה או מכאיבה תחלוף, לא תישאר נשימה עוד נשימה בתוך ים של אנשים בתוך ים של אנשים דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר וכל תחושה אם נעימה או מכאיבה תחלוף, לא תישאר לא תישאר, לא תישאר, לא תישאר…. דע הפנם שאת מציאותך הנך יוצר
5.
Puni & Gushi 04:08
We all preach that we’re looking But hardly ever find No logic involved Let’s open our hearts How can we say it’s o.k This basic need inside We all need to love and be loved When you touch, you smile You show me who I am I’m growing it’s love and I feel free When you touch, you smile You show me who I am I’m growing it’s love and I feel free This Time I’ll ask no questions And listen to my heart How can I deny It tickles, it burns I know I’ll never get it But I don’t want to try The body he knows, yes he knows When you touch, you smile You show me who I am I’m growing it’s love and I feel free When you touch, you smile You show me who I am I’m growing it’s love and I feel free The time is right now I just want to feel the moment With every breath that I’m taking I know you feel this way too When you touch, you smile You show me who I am I’m growing it’s love and I feel free You show me who I am I’m growing it’s love and I feel free
6.
Alex 02:59
Slowly evolves a thought that I am wasting time Energy spent on wars I don’t believe are mine You crave attention like a child who’s premature You fail to see that with you I don’t feel secure I cannot ignore what I’ve discovered in my self Blossoming flower I believe That we are special souls But you can’t see a thing beyond Yourself Giving you time and space to learn to love yourself But all you do is taking everything I have I’m not your mama, not your shrink and not a bag Who you can punch, and rip whenever you feel bad I cannot ignore what I’ve discovered in my self Blossoming flower I believe That we are special souls But you can’t see a thing beyond Yourself I cannot ignore what I’ve discovered in my self Blossoming flower I believe That we are special souls But you can’t see a thing beyond Yourself
7.
It’s a pointless song I’m gonna sing it to you now No hidden secret meaning Exactly as it sounds It starts with no beginning I don’t know where’s the end Just looking for a reason To sing this song again But my love I love you so Just hold me tight don’t let me go Guess sometimes I need a rest Relaxation is the best It’s a pointless song And I don’t really care One more excuse for me to sing There is nothing you can’t bear I know you all just love me And that’s what really counts Let’s all get through it together My pointless song is coming out But my love I love you so Just hold me tight don’t let me go Guess sometimes I need a rest Relaxation is the best But my love I love you so Just hold me tight don’t let me go Guess sometimes I need a rest Relaxation is the best
8.
Child 02:53
When I was a child I couldn’t wait To grow up fast, to stay up late To see what the world will bring To see what the world will bring Today when I look upon the sky I tremble and I don’t know why I seek what I once could feel I’m scared cause it’s all so real When I look deep in your eyes It starts… How can I start all over again Like a child, no fears holding me back Fly up high Stick to choices I make Guess that I Have to face me know To see what the world will bring To see what the world will bring To see what the world Will bring
9.
Star 04:48
All my life I’ve tried To realize how come People telling lies Can’t we just accept Who we are Stay true to our selves How hard is it just To show your inside feel And let it be Not to be scared Just open your hearts It’s where we should start Get your own perspective Of who you really are Search and dig inside you Free your inner star Don’t you know How easy is to be the one your heart desires Sing along Sing your song Get your own perspective Of who you really are Search and dig inside you Free your inner star Let the waves crash at your feet Stand alone, dance with the wind Get perspective Of who you really are Of who you really are Get your own perspective And free your inner star And free your inner star Get your own perspective Of who you really are Search and dig inside you Free your inner Star
10.
Follow 03:15
If I shall fall beside Try to decide If I shall follow when you’re gone As I’ll be waiting for to follow Living claiming for the day Driving my heart and faith to say… Driving my heart and faith to say… Who I am If I’ll fade insane Crying out your name If I shall follow when you’re gone As I’ll be waiting for to follow Living claiming for the day Driving my heart and faith to say…. Driving my heart and faith to say… Who I am…. If I shall follow when you’re gone As I’ll be waiting for to follow Living claiming for the day Driving my heart and faith to say Driving my heart and faith to say… Who I am….
11.
Man 03:55
He who saw All around but himself Weird and bright Deep inside he was sad Can you hear in his heart A song Why must I end up so Alone Hang on tight and Don’t surrender Let it go it takes time What makes you different Is your virtue Don’t try to fake it don’t hide Covered up with walls To defend his broken heart Ego that explodes Just to prove that he belongs Can’t you understand It just drives them back Try to be yourself And come out from the dark Hang on tight and Don’t surrender Let it go it takes time What makes you different Is your virtue Don’t try to fake it don’t hide Can’t you understand It just drives them back Try to be yourself And come out of the dark Hang on tight and Don’t surrender Let it go it takes time What makes you different Is your virtue Don’t try to fake it don’t hide Don’t hide
12.
Al Tagid Li 03:22
יש רגעים שבהם צריך לדעת לסתום את הפה אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי שקשה יש רגעים שבהם מרגישה שיש בי הרבה אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לסתום את הפה אוווו….יה…יה…יה…אוווההה…. יש לי חולשה לכח ושליטה אולי, אולי תנסה אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד, אל תגיד שלא גם לך אם אני איתך או אם אתה איתי אז מה זה משנה אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לסתום את הפה אוווו….יה…יה…יה…אוווההה…. יש רגעים שבהם אני רוצה להיות כנה עם עצמי אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד, אל תגיד זה לא אמיתי נשים ממורמרות בכל העולם זה כל כך פאסה אז אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לי, אל תגיד לסתום את הפה אוווו….יה…יה…יה…אוווההה….
13.
She walked away All she achieved was left behind She followed her heart And started a new beginning She has a way She has a way of living She found a way She found a way of living Living…living…living… He couldn’t jump He was too scared to even dare Standing, freezing, looking up One little jump Try to imagine that you can Will make such a difference in his life But his mind could not accept That life can change He will stay, where he is And try to be just o.k He has a way He has a way of living He found his way His special way of living Living…living…living… It’s a choice that anyone can make alone Just believe that it’s possible To live the way that you want Go find your way Go find your way of living You have your way Your special way of living Go find your way Go find your way of living You have your way Your special way of living Different souls don’t work the same She will fly and he will stay That’s a part of who we are Some ahead and some are far Different souls don’t work the same She will fly and he will stay That’s a part of who we are Some ahead and some are far
14.
Smoothing bright sunshine Blends with blue sky Green grass is stroking My back when I lie Then a drop falls On my nose Feel the wind blows Feel in blows Dancing clouds gathering up for a ride Cristal blue sky start to change into white And my heart melts into the storm Feels cold outside Inside warm Learn from all that’s around Like trees we will grow Hear each breath, every sound Where ever you go Close your eyes, realize How simple it is Just surrender and flow It’s right here Smoothing bright sunshine Blends with blue sky Green grass is stroking My back when I lie Breathing deeply, I feel whole Diving, sinking into my soul

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released November 1, 2013

All songs written and composed by Efrat (Efi) Sussman
The album was recorded, mixed and mastered at Senseless Studio, Berlin 2013

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Efi Sussman Berlin, Germany

A singer song-writer loop artist originally from Israel but has been traveling the world since 2005.
Efi created her own unique music style; singular and textured vocal chords; minimal but solid wall of sound looping into the beat of progressive trip folk.
She investigates harmonies and uncommon chord progressions that stimulates the listener's ear.
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