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Paraprosexia

by Efi Sussman

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1.
L.A 03:44
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The pain feels so good, you’re misunderstood ignore all they said it's all in your head She laughs, cries the pain knows she's insane she stops and she stares scratch hard, pull her hair They laugh, they don't know how far you can go they smile, how polite but that isn't right spoken word: This is my reality, don't know if anyone recognizes me anymore I'm lost and I have no way of knowing, no place to escape I want to hurt myself and I want you to know I want to get better but when it hurts I glow, I can't help but push you away, There are words and thoughts and madness you don't need to see, the sweat soaked madness of a manic day, the utter desperation when I start to pray Chorus: L.A it's alright, you scream to the night that life isn't fair but nobody cares This place in between places, alone yet so loud and crowded love me please, love me more I want to be so full of love I hate you don't leave me Chorus: L.A it's alright, you scream to the night that life isn't fair but nobody cares spoken word: I'm looking outside always looking outside
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Faking It 04:25
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Do you understand? If I'm leaving it's the end I'm not right you're not wrong We're just faking it to go on And you, you've been always searching for something new, miss the way you look into my eyes In my eyes You, are you mad? I refuse to stay constantly sad If we'll change will we lose Oh do you believe that both of us can choose And you, you've been always searching for something new, miss the way you look into my eyes In my eyes Do you understand? I'm leaving, oh I'm walking away Stop calling my name I hear you I'm scared like I've never been And you, you've been always searching for something new miss the way you look into my eyes
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The Art of Dependency 04:13
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When she said, go and make it alone, I knew she was right and I needed to hear it again I'm scared, I'm lost and I need you angel to come and collect the pieces I've left When she said it's on you not on me, I knew she was right but it doesn't make anything easier dealing with me When she asked me to be now in charge, I knew that I should keep things as simple as possible But my bloody foggy head is a mess and I can't get it cleaned, when inside everything's going over and over while problems maintain and it seems I won't do things one step at a time, so I follow the hollow in me Teach me how to make it on my own I will always love you though you're wrong When you're asking me to stand alone I'm not capable I'm only strong with you, sorry but It's true Teach me how to make it on my own I will always love you though you're wrong When you're asking me to stand alone I'm not capable I'm only strong with you, sorry but It's true, I deeply try I do, As long as it's with you
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The Ripple Effect 04:19
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Have we always done this We have always done this Have we always forgotten the truth and denied what we already knew We give away the things we care about, for simple and easier lies Paying the price Tell me we'll be fine Let me live and love you Living in this time, we're existing in this time, and the deep scars of our past will arise Living in this time It is painful to be a part of what I cannot change but I prefer to try There's an unseen forsaken violent war and in the mist of the night I wake cos we're apart Let's never forget to question all the time and try to change the things we can work to be better although it's hard making it right Tell me we'll be fine Let me live and love you Living in this time, we're existing in this time and the deep scars of our past will arise Living in this time, it is painful to be a part of what I cannot change but I prefer to try I will try....
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Bells 04:32
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There's a lot on my mind It's the way.... There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind It's the way I'm designed and I feel left behind What is wrong with my mind? There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind It's the way I'm designed, to myself I remind Look for ways to unwind There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind It's the way I'm designed and I feel left behind What is wrong with mankind? There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind It's the way I'm designed, to myself I remind look for ways to unwind
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Pipe dreams 03:45
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You never lost entirely Perhaps you lost your love a long time ago And if I'll fade in a cell inside your head and wait it till you find me I don't know why I don't know why..... You mean to me Maybe I'll stay You are a part of my dreams Maybe, and I'll forgive you, and I'll forget, and I'll forget

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released September 3, 2021

All songs written, composed, performed by Efi Sussmann
Produced by Efi Sussman and Eyal Ron
Mixed by Eyal Ron
Mastered by Mihai Toma

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Efi Sussman Berlin, Germany

Efi Sussman is an Israeli musician and producer based in Berlin/Goa.
As an artist she constantly changes her musical choices and style.
Efi is known for her authenticity as a human and an artist.
She holds no desire to commit to a particular genre.
"If we are constantly changing, why should our music stay the same?" ... more

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