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L.A
03:44
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The pain feels so good,
you’re misunderstood
ignore all they said
it's all in your head
She laughs, cries the pain
knows she's insane
she stops and she stares
scratch hard, pull her hair
They laugh, they don't know
how far you can go
they smile, how polite
but that isn't right
spoken word:
This is my reality, don't know if anyone recognizes me anymore
I'm lost and I have no way of knowing, no place to escape
I want to hurt myself and I want you to know
I want to get better but when it hurts I glow,
I can't help but push you away,
There are words and thoughts and madness you don't need to see,
the sweat soaked madness of a manic day,
the utter desperation when I start to pray
Chorus:
L.A it's alright,
you scream to the night
that life isn't fair
but nobody cares
This place in between places, alone yet so loud and crowded
love me please, love me more
I want to be so full of love
I hate you
don't leave me
Chorus:
L.A it's alright,
you scream to the night
that life isn't fair
but nobody cares
spoken word:
I'm looking outside
always looking outside
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2. |
Faking It
04:25
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Do you understand?
If I'm leaving it's the end
I'm not right you're not wrong
We're just faking it to go on
And you, you've been always searching for something new,
miss the way you look into my eyes
In my eyes
You, are you mad?
I refuse to stay constantly sad
If we'll change will we lose
Oh do you believe that both of us can choose
And you, you've been always searching for something new,
miss the way you look into my eyes
In my eyes
Do you understand?
I'm leaving, oh I'm walking away
Stop calling my name
I hear you
I'm scared like I've never been
And you, you've been always searching for something new
miss the way you look into my eyes
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3. |
The Art of Dependency
04:13
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When she said, go and make it alone,
I knew she was right and I needed to hear it again
I'm scared, I'm lost and I
need you angel to come and collect the pieces I've left
When she said it's on you not on me,
I knew she was right but it doesn't make anything easier
dealing with me
When she asked me to be now in charge,
I knew that I should keep things as simple as possible
But my bloody foggy head is a mess and I can't get it cleaned, when inside everything's going
over and over while problems maintain
and it seems I won't do things one step at a time,
so I follow the hollow in me
Teach me how to make it on my own
I will always love you though you're wrong
When you're asking me to stand alone I'm not capable
I'm only strong with you,
sorry but It's true
Teach me how to make it on my own
I will always love you though you're wrong
When you're asking me to stand alone I'm not capable
I'm only strong with you,
sorry but It's true,
I deeply try I do,
As long as it's with you
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4. |
The Ripple Effect
04:19
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Have we always done this
We have always done this
Have we always forgotten the truth and denied what we already knew
We give away the things we care about, for simple and easier lies
Paying the price
Tell me we'll be fine
Let me live and love you
Living in this time,
we're existing in this time,
and the deep scars of our past will arise
Living in this time
It is painful to be a part of what I cannot change but I prefer to try
There's an unseen forsaken violent war
and in the mist of the night I wake cos we're apart
Let's never forget to question all the time
and try to change the things we can
work to be better although it's hard making it right
Tell me we'll be fine
Let me live and love you
Living in this time,
we're existing in this time
and the deep scars of our past
will arise
Living in this time, it is painful to be a part of what I cannot change but I prefer to try
I will try....
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5. |
Bells
04:32
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There's a lot on my mind
It's the way....
There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind
It's the way I'm designed and I feel left behind
What is wrong with my mind?
There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind
It's the way I'm designed, to myself I remind
Look for ways to unwind
There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind
It's the way I'm designed and I feel left behind
What is wrong with mankind?
There's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind, there's a lot on my mind
It's the way I'm designed, to myself I remind
look for ways to unwind
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6. |
Pipe dreams
03:45
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You never lost entirely
Perhaps you lost your love a long time ago
And if I'll fade in a cell inside your head and wait it till you find me
I don't know why
I don't know why.....
You mean to me
Maybe I'll stay
You are a part of my dreams
Maybe,
and I'll forgive you,
and I'll forget,
and I'll forget
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Efi Sussman Berlin, Germany
Efi Sussman is an Israeli musician and producer based in Berlin/Goa.
As an artist she constantly changes her
musical choices and style.
Efi is known for her authenticity as a human and an artist.
She holds no desire to commit to a particular genre.
"If we are constantly changing, why should our music stay the same?"
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